Heaven on Earth.
While
most of us are unconsciously drawn to negativity and seek for revenge,
God embraces the act of forgiveness to discover kinship.
How
would people in the world be if they had never forgave people? Forgive
those who got your order of burger wrong, forgive those who cut you off
in the freeway, forgive those who cheated, stole and fell in love with
someone else. The act of forgiveness is something we all have to do to
accept faith into giving us something much better in the future. “Is
there anything I can do? .. Can I give him my blood? .. He was not my
enemy. He was my friend..”(145). This was a homie, Clever speaking to
Greg after he was found out that an enemy had be beaten in the streets
then hospitalized. He had forgiven his rival gang enemy and now saw that
kinship was more important. Sometimes it does take something tragic to
happen for people to be forgiven or to feel compassion for them. But
they say that the one who forgives or apologizes first is the bigger
person, the one who loves most and the one who could oversee the bad and
knows that relationship is more important than some drama that started
it.
Most
people wait until they’re dying on their hospital bed using their last
breath they have to finally apologize to the people they’ve hurt in
their lives. To even forgive people from many years ago with problems
older than a decade. Most people are so selfish they won't let go of
those problems until they see their victim hit rock bottom and thats
when they forgive their burdens. Holding grudges is not the way to be,
it can really affect your soul. We have to love our enemies now and make
peace now just as if this were to be heaven on earth. “I finally
realized why I was out there for so long … I was so fuckin’ angry all
the time … And now, I just let it all go”(107). This homie Jason had
finally seen the light and “let it all go”. The anger, the burdens, the
non worthless drama that was ruining his life. But he realized a little
too late because the next morning, Father Greg found out he had been
gunned down. Most of the time people don’t realize what they have or
could of had until its gone. “Total recurrence of the same”(Nietzsche).
It’s our responsibility to put bullshit aside and act now as if everyday
was our last.
“Sooner
or later, we all discover that kindness is the only strength there is …
Love never fails”(122,125). Sooner or later, but never late is better.
Once the homies start to recognize compassion with each other, they
start letting down their walls. All those feelings of insecurities and
uptightness starts to dissolve into kinship. As working together in
Homeboy Industries, they created a bond. They were co workers, friends
and some brothers. The most important thing was they no longer saw each
other as enemies.
People
would ask Greg how he got the homies to change their life. I believe it
was the way Greg approached them, how he would communicate them, the
way he would forgive them and let go of the burdens the homies caused
him. That was exactly what God would do. Greg understands how it is to
act as if heaven was earth right here, right now. He didn't wait for the
homies to be on the hospital bed, to forgive them and lead them into
the right path. Living your life as if every action will live forever.
Yuri,
ReplyDeleteWonderful little essay. Totally flows, your voice sings right through and your words are super meaningful. If this is god, I am down for this. You incorporated the eternal notion from Nietzsche very well and made it come to life. Really well done.
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